All this just because I want to have my cake and eat it too. Or have sex and not get pregnant, if you aren't particularly into metaphors.
It's been.. ten months or so, I think, since I got the IUD. I still bleed instead of menstruate, once a month. The accompanying pain is pretty bad, but I've learned to bear with it.
But really, why should I? Is it really worth it? Several days a month of misery, when I don't even have sex normally?
Yeah, haven't gotten laid since I was together with niichan, in Florida. January. That doesn't bother me, because masturbation is a wonderful thing.
What bothers me is that I am suffering for no reason.
And now my hormones are wracking havoc with my system. Have been listless and horny all day. That's not a good combination, needing to get off and barely being able to move.
Have that sense of lack of accomplishment again.
And from this morning:
Video clip of just how close the squirrel will come.. Yeah, I should have stopped it halfway when I lost sight of it, was too preoccupied with figuring out where it went, didn't have my mind on the fact that I was still filming.
Cute, isn't it? (8.66MB)
Or just look at the photo