Depressed, bored and lonely.
Been taking photos of slugs again. Few turned out any good. None great.
Didn't get my money today like I had expected. Hopefully I'll have it tomorrow.
Got a phone call from Datakjeden telling me the LASER PRINTER I had ordered has arrived. Was tempted to go down there and buy it anyway, using my credit. Too late now. Really hope I'll have my money tomorrow.
I feel like a failure in so many ways. Particularly in the educational department. I may be above average intelligence, but that's just because there are so many stupid people dragging the average down. I am nothing special, and that bothers me a lot.
My laziness, lack of motivation and discipline is also bothering me. I could probably succeed if I worked very hard.
I feel like I'm stood up. My therapist was supposed to call me today to give me my new appointments. I'll probably have a letter in the mail tomorrow instead. What is it with those people, saying they'll call and then sending snail mail? Anyway, in addition to the next regular session, I am getting a medical evaluation to see if I should start taking drugs.