Astral Viking (kriatyrr) wrote,
Astral Viking

  • Mood:
  • Music:
Tired. Been crying a lot today too. Maybe I shouldn't have gone.

Since LJ was down, I didn't get to tell anyone outside of #asr that I went to my mother's place last night. And when I got there.. well, I don't know if LJ was up yet or not, I couldn't get online anyway because the rats had chewed over the cable again.

I should have known a woman who lets her rats chew over the same cable numerous times, and still doesn't keep a set of spares, couldn't be trusted with watching my cat. Well.. it never surprised me to hear she had ran away. But I had no other alternatives. Putting her in a pet hotel for three weeks would cost more than I make in a month. My dad was going to Thailand, leaving the same day I did (And he would have said no anyway). There were no one else I could ask. And I couldn't leave her here, alone for three weeks. No one I could ask to give her food and water every day.

Going there and her not being there really hurt. I went outside and called for her, even though I knew she must have long left the area.

Whether I blame my mother for being inattentive, or myself for leaving Odessa in my mom's care, or for leaving her.. doesn't change the pain I feel.

Hovland, the rat with brains

Didn't get a good pic of the other rat.

My sister, the sound-nin.

(she studies music)

Via my friends of friends page:
I don't have the words..

  • (no subject)

    So this just happened: A wasp landed on my neck, outside of my field of vision. So I did the logical thing, which was to grab my phone and use its…

  • (no subject)

    It's been a pretty bad week (month?) as far as executive dysfunction goes. So many days where I accomplish nothing. Today is a good day by…

  • (no subject)

    What a week... Mom visited, almost unannounced. Called me last week and during the conversation uttered the words "as you know, I'm coming over…

  • Post a new comment


    default userpic

    Your reply will be screened

    Your IP address will be recorded 

    When you submit the form an invisible reCAPTCHA check will be performed.
    You must follow the Privacy Policy and Google Terms of use.